and I cry if I want to
No really...it is my baby girl`s first birthday today and I feel a bit sentimental right now. This year has passed so fast...at least it seems like this to me *sigh*
She is that close to stand on her own feet and walk and that really shows me that she is not a baby anymore, she is a toddler now...WOW.

I so love being a mom, although it really does not leave me any time for my own good...well, maybe my own fault
Although I think I have approached a deeper meaning of life and love and hapiness, sometimes I feel as if I have lost my "old" self...I don´t know if you can understand what I mean, maybe other moms do, I don´know.

I can remember so well the day of her birth, all my fears, tears and sorrows and all this fear I suffered during the time she was in hospital BUT also all the happiness and love I felt are still aware. I remember this day as the most special day I have EVER happened to experience...EVER.

So...let´s step into a next year of my little Danu and let´s see what life`s got for us.

I LOVE HER

Bye, Jeanette
Go visit my baby girl`s page , there is a nother candy shot of her